Yup. I caved. The Junkie got the better of me, that bastard. I am so mad at myself. Eighteen days down the tubes. Now I have to start all over again. That is so frustrating. I didn't even enjoy it. I just wanted it, and I had it. Well, not even it. I had 7 freaking cigarettes. 7 of them. WHY!!!!!!! I could kick myself in the ass right now. And now I'm sitting here crying because I let myself down, and those around me that were rooting for me.